i've been brought here to feel your love dear. you already take my heart and mine feel taken. you're special and ummmm i don't have any simple word to describe how great and how precious you in my life. you are just like my sun and i'm your sunny flower, i can't live without you and without me, you're feeling useless, don't you?

i'm feeling guilty because of my schedule :( i'm full of problem of make you proud of me :( i just can't get rid every problem around me :( i feel guilty if someday i let you go because of this test.. i'm feeling so far away from this. i'm get mad of God but later i'm thank God of brought you here to stain my whole life.

P.S: FROM DEEPEST PART OF ME, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVERYTHING IN THE WHOLE WORLD! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I PROUD OF MYSELF! ALEXANDRA MARIA CLAUDIA CINDY KARINA SETIADI! <3

love me..
not my past..
not my mistaken..
not my fool...

love me..
for who i am..
for who am i for you
for just the way i am..

love me..
like oasis..
like water..
like sun...

love me..
like you need them..

sometimes love is the most tiring thing in the world.
sometimes love is the most painfull thing in the world.
sometimes love is the most unfair part of world
and sometimes love is our biggest enemy in the world because it hurt us, it tired us, it treat us unfair and it fell us again and again......

DO YOU KNOW?! I AM TRYING SO HARD TO FIX YOU!

i will love you
even our parents don't give us a bless
i will love you
even i must give my everything
i will love you
even its too hard to through
i will love you
even you slap me infront of people in a whole world
and
i will love you
even your love disappear from your heart, little by little

SEMINGGU

satu minggu
tujuh hari
seratus enam puluh delapan jam
sepuluh ribu delapan puluh menit
dan
enam ratus empat ribu delapan ratus detik

begitulah waktu berjalan begitu cepat
begitulah waktu berjalan meninggalkan minggu terindah ku
minggu terindah ku bersama mu
kapankah mungkin akan terulang kembali?

engkau yang begitu manis rupawan
cantik dari dalam
dan
simpatik walau aku menyebalkan

hey gadis
ingin satu kupertanyakan
mengapa mereka semua hanya menjadi hiburanku?
bukan sebuah ketetapan

mereka
semangatku
niat
usaha

yang seminggu lalu engkau bangun
dan engkau sambung bata demi bata
demi kita
dan demi budimu

kini?
engkau hancurkan
dalam 1 jam saja
karena hal yang bisa kita cakap kan

andai saja
kamu ada di posisiku
dan memikirkan perasaanku
taakan tega sampai kapanpun

tak pernah
tak tega
tak rela
tak sanggup

aku melakukan ini
kepadamu
yang tercinta
diluar sana

CEKA

if God give two wish for come true.
1. I WANNA GROW OLDER WITH CEKA
2. GIVE US A HAPPY LIFE TOGETHER WITH 2 NAUGHTY CHILDREN